Craig smith

Day 22 living with depression. 

18/8/2018

Feel terrible. 

Logged in and tried to do a bit. My heart was not in commenting today. But I felt I had to try and help superfrenchy with his slot bug problem. 

I'm dipping again, relapsing backwards. I have not tried to fight depression since the middle of the week. 

Again I think the only healer will be time. I have medication. Support. But I am not putting any time line on when I will come out of my depression. 

I have no idea how long I will be like I am. 

It's like having someone stand on my head, my head feels like a heavy stone, and trying to enjoy anything is so hard. Cannot be bothered with much. 

I was doing OK and I felt I was picking up, but I relapsed and I no I was thinking I was going to be rid of it quickly. And it has hit back. 

Time will be the healer. I am accepting that. 

Craig smith

18/8/2018