Craig smith

Day 18 fighting depression, 

Things were a bit weird today, I was up at 4 am on the toilet and kinda been back and forward for a few hours. I eventually settled and was woken up by the postman knocking on the door. This was at 10 am. 

It's weird because I was shocked into waking up today and reacted straight away. I could hardly speak to the postman but mumble thankyou. Because I sleep with a gum guard in. I grind my teeth so I am using a gum guard. 

I feel not to bad. My mind is in a different state being shocked up. 

This is Tuesday 14th August 2018 and I have been active on the site. I have done what I can and I will say today is a good day up until now. 

Day 18 fighting depression and I'm slowly beating it. I feel it. 

An incredible run of wins from @Radom on the forum. Awesome. Some real crackers in there. 

Love to all. ❤️

Craig Smith.