Craig smith

Hi members, players. I am going to leave a message every day I am active on the site. I will leave a status update on my profile page. 

Day 4 of fighting depression. Woke up today and made a cuppa tea. I took my medication and it's helped me relax. I have done well today on the CG site. There is no pressure today on me. All the pressure will be tomorrow.

I have my support worker to help me tomorrow. 

I am thinking off of something a member sirbuzzk said to me in a PM.  He explained how things like depression can turn around quickly. It was very helpful what he explained to me. 

What I am doing is taking all of the little things that I pick up through members helping me. I will no when I start to come out of depression and when I do I will happily tell everyone on the CG site. 

For now I am still fighting it and this is day 4.

The member BTGking was the one who made me lift my head and start doing things again. I can't thank Mark enough because if he had not got in touch I would not have re engaged with the site. 

Day 4 and OK upto now. I will update tonight. Thanks to all for there continued support. 

Craig.