BTGKinG

Still fighting guys. 

I will be back to build again. 

Love to all at CG. 

Craig Smith. ❤️

11/9/2018

I hope college is going good hugge ?

Hi members/players. 

I tried to fight depression to quickly and it kicked me straight back down. 

I have taken a stance in that I will recover when I recover. 

There are no time lines or deadlines on my illness. It will go when it is ready. 

I am taking a step back from the site because I have to. 

I will recover and return. 

I will miss all my players but my health comes first. 

It's unreal what life can throw up at a person. But life is not easy. Us humans are made to battle and get through rough times. At some point the battle will end. 

Love to all and I hope you all keep on winning. 

An update, 

Craig Smith 

27/8/2018 ❤️

Day 23 living with depression. 

19/8/2018

Today I am a bit better. I watched a lot of huggehugg's stream today and it gave me focus, which gave me more relaxation, which allowed me to enjoy hugge's stream. 

I have maybe found something in if I can catch casinogrounds streamers streams it may help me to focus and relax. And overall help my depression. I cannot comment on twitch but that does not bother me. I am going to try this way of visual therapy in watching streams when I can. And I will see how it goes. 

So yeah a bit better today. Maybe found something I can use to help me. 

I will try and catch streams as much as I can. 

My heart is not 100 percent into commenting yet but from today I will slowly build again. The mind is such a tricky thing to overcome when it is not playing nice. 

Work in progress. 

Day 23,

Craig Smith. 

Day 17 fighting depression.

Things are getting better all the time. Im taking 2 good days forward and 1 back. To look at it that way.

I do feel better. Things are slowly turning for the better. Not through it yet but definately feeling better.

Its nowhare near as bad as i felt over 2 weeks ago.

I continue to fight depression and be active on the forum.

13/8/2018.

❤To all.

Craig smith.

Hi all. This is day 3 fighting my depression. The support is amazing and you guys are just the best.

Im ticking the good days off on my calendar. I will stay as active as i can on the site.

Day 4 tommorow. I will see what it brings. 

Craig smith. 30 th july 2018.

Hi everyone at casinogrounds. I have not been well for a good while now but i have managed to come back today saturday 28 th july 2018 and start again working my way through the wins. Back to commenting. I have seen some beautiful wins today and its good to see players winning. I hope all members are doing ok and i will continue to fight my depression. I found it nice that a member of casinogrounds BTGking realized i had not been on the site for a while and he e mailed me a very pleasant e mail asking if i was ok. It shows there are people out thare that really do care. I hope someday to visit denmark and have a coffee with BTGking. 

Overall im as upto date as i can be and i will continue to fight depression and continue to keep posting comments on my players wins. 

Thankyou. Craig smith.