AshtonGTV Posted 3 June, 2021 Share Posted 3 June, 2021 Hello. I’m Ashton also known as AshtonGTV on the streams. I had a toxic abusive experience in 2019 which lead to me becoming depressed. I started gambling very quickly after and had a big win (400 from a 20 deposit on blackjack). shortly after this I became addicted and quickly lost the 400 and better more and more each time trying to win back the money I had lost each time the stakes where higher to get the same rush feeling. Before I knew it I was losing money far quicker than I got it. Now 3 years on I’m down just over £3250-5000 and would do absolutely anything to get that money back. I knew something was wrong with me as every time I lost I got more depressed and angry. I would make time outs but I would just make a new account at different casinos to get around it. I even found a way to bypass my banks gamble block (the things you do😕) last week I self excluded myself from every casino site apart from one, just so I had more control however this morning I deposited some money and lost it all within minutes. I then self excluded on that site. Therefore I’ve technically self excluded from every uk brand making it impossible for me to join another casino for the time limit I set. I regret doing the self exclusion since I can no longer gamble. But I know it’s for the best as I wish I never joined any site to do with gambling or stopped after my first day but being emotionally reckless at the time and after going through being abused and robbed I thought it was a smart way to earn money, but I was wrong. today is the last day I will ever visit any gambling site for the better. Sadly I will also have to stop watching the streams so it doesn’t leave a influence. I wish everyone here the best of luck and keep safe. 7 4 Quote Link to comment
LetsGiveItASpin Posted 4 June, 2021 Share Posted 4 June, 2021 Sorry to hear you leaving mate but I think it's the right call ❤️ Hope you manage to find yourself and that our paths cross sometime later in life ❤️ 2 Quote Link to comment
gypsycream26 Posted 7 June, 2021 Share Posted 7 June, 2021 Ditto 😞 watching streamers for me has had a different effect as i gamble less now but everyone is different huh , all the best pal going forward 1 Quote Link to comment
OnAirJannick Posted 7 June, 2021 Share Posted 7 June, 2021 42 minutes ago, gypsycream26 said: Ditto 😞 watching streamers for me has had a different effect as i gamble less now but everyone is different huh , all the best pal going forward Yes everyone is different... for me watching streamers makes we want to play more and more... I am self excluded on most of the sites now as well because I had a huge winning streak, lost 4k recently + 1000€ in the Jammin competition on Leo and thought I will make a cut again before I lose all my profits back to the casinos. Because of the deposit-bonuses most of the times I see streamers win and this is always a thing which makes you want to win as well. Even Kim should be up massivly this year Quote Link to comment
gypsycream26 Posted 7 June, 2021 Share Posted 7 June, 2021 That's fair enough , sincerely wish you all the best 🧡 Quote Link to comment
GingerbossSlots Posted 11 June, 2021 Share Posted 11 June, 2021 Sorry to hear that, man. Hoping that your experience will helps to some other players tilo choose right decision! Never give up❤️ Quote Link to comment
Biasletti Posted 17 June, 2021 Share Posted 17 June, 2021 It's absolutely the right decision. I hope everything goes well in the future. Moving away from gambling can sometimes be really hard. But if u ever feel the urge to talk to someone, feel free to hit me up. Quote Link to comment
Ash W Posted 17 June, 2021 Share Posted 17 June, 2021 @AshtonGTV - Best of luck!! Well done for taking the big step and taking a break ❤️ I honestly hope it works out for you! Its been a pleasure to have you in chats and you've been great fun Quote Link to comment
Slot Lover Posted 24 June, 2021 Share Posted 24 June, 2021 For me streamers make me also realize they can loose 100k easily in a high-roll session. And watching them makes me play less and I also have realized that I enjoy it as much playing on E 0,10 or E 0,20 stake. But good decision and good to share it. I personally love how Classy Beef always remind their viewers frequently that gambling costs money, something I don't see other streamers do as frequently and visible as they do. Stay healthy and stay clean! Quote Link to comment
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