I think everyone got upset when they lost a lot. It sounds familliar to me too, cause I also used to think that I was addicted and that I lost a lot. But my friends helped me to cope with it. I played slots, poker on score88poker and not always lucky. At least the bonuses were comforting. The main thing in gambling is a sense of proportion. If you follow it, you will not lose much. And also stop watching streamers, because this is one negative.