sirbuzzk

Hi members/players. 

I tried to fight depression to quickly and it kicked me straight back down. 

I have taken a stance in that I will recover when I recover. 

There are no time lines or deadlines on my illness. It will go when it is ready. 

I am taking a step back from the site because I have to. 

I will recover and return. 

I will miss all my players but my health comes first. 

It's unreal what life can throw up at a person. But life is not easy. Us humans are made to battle and get through rough times. At some point the battle will end. 

Love to all and I hope you all keep on winning. 

An update, 

Craig Smith 

27/8/2018 ❤️

Day 18 fighting depression, 

Things were a bit weird today, I was up at 4 am on the toilet and kinda been back and forward for a few hours. I eventually settled and was woken up by the postman knocking on the door. This was at 10 am. 

It's weird because I was shocked into waking up today and reacted straight away. I could hardly speak to the postman but mumble thankyou. Because I sleep with a gum guard in. I grind my teeth so I am using a gum guard. 

I feel not to bad. My mind is in a different state being shocked up. 

This is Tuesday 14th August 2018 and I have been active on the site. I have done what I can and I will say today is a good day up until now. 

Day 18 fighting depression and I'm slowly beating it. I feel it. 

An incredible run of wins from @Radom on the forum. Awesome. Some real crackers in there. 

Love to all. ❤️

Craig Smith. 

Day 11 of fighting depression. 

Very tired today. Really cant be bothered with anything. I woke up really early and fell back asleep.

I logged into casinogrounds and commented on 3 wins. 

Dani's win of 39 k on queen of riches is awesome. From a 2 dollar bet. 

Day 11 and i am on the overall picture a bit better than i was a week ago.

Its a continuing fight that i will not give in. 

Casinogrounds just being thare is stopping me relapsing into a hole again.

Craig smith 7/8/2018.❤.