GimbleGomble

So I’ve been gambling for the last 8 years (since I was 16). And I’ve lost a lot of money through the times. Gone hungry and missing bills etc. But this month was the final straw. I am currently up 52k this month. But my genius was thinking that this was simply not enough. So I had two casinos with 16k in the first (won from 500 depo) and 28k in the other (from a 1700 depo). I simply got greedy, then tilted and ended up rage betting…the whole balance of 28k was lost in less than 15 minutes. Then I cancelled the withdrawal of the 16k and went hog wild all the way down to 1.2k. At this point I am basically a broken man. I put the last 1.2 on Blackjack and somehow ran it up to 38k…I created the withdrawal and went to bed. Less than 24 hours later I found myself having cancelled that withdrawal and having barely 10k left again. I was devastated. I was once again lost of hope. But someway, somehow. I for some miracle managed to once again run it up. This time to 40k. I got lucky. But this has opened my eyes to the a whole new level of loss. I’ve never lost more than 5k in a day before and here I was losing 5k a spin on roulette. I’ve got a problem and I have withdrawn and blocked my account on all the casinos I can play at…I am not taking more chances I’m done for good. Thanks for reading my 3am frustrations.